Saturday, December 25, 2004
hey.. it's christmas eve liao... wa!!!.. time flys damn fast man.. the holidays r going to b over man!!! so sad!!every christmas my fam has to have a christmas party .. n it's been held in mi house bout 3-5 times liao (not including this time...)haiz.. this time too man.. i realii hate the parties man.. coz.. i'm like the onlii gal there lor.. bout 9/10 of mi coz r guys man.. the 1/10 gals r either too young or too old so .. i'm the onlii teen gal lolz.. bud there's 1 which is teen .. bud .. bud .. her fam always comes at the end of the party or doesn't even come!!!! :(.. so every party i'll feel damn lonely.. n juz .. hide miself in mi rm n either sleep or listen to music.. bud .. i noe i have jesus!!! he'll always b there for mi !!! :P .. well for mi burf day .. mi frenz always can't come!! :(.. haiz.. u noe.. i rather b with mi church frenz then skool.. coz.. mi church frenz dun noe mi .. n they dun noe wad i m in skool .. they dun care if i'm a drop out or a great student or a leader.. they juz hang out with mi .. well as for mi skool frenz i dunno if they juz r mi frenz so tt i won't book their name.. haiz .. even though mi church frenz scold mi sumtimes...i feel damn blessed to noe them man..they make mi feel tt i'm part of their grp.. haiz.. o ya .. to all those ppl i noe MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
loved by HIM Saturday, December 25, 2004;
