Friday, February 17, 2006
i can't stand it anymore i'm seriously going mad if this doesn't stop...in my life there will never be a best friend other than JESUS CHRIST the rest will all be good firends close ones will be very the shou ones .. i had this best friend in sec school actually she's still in my class n i c her like every school day.. well u could say 'used to be' my best friend well tt was like only for one month n last week wen she had some stuff n did not want to dui wo fa pi qi.. i realised tt our friendship wouldn't last i mean even if we were to start alll over again it won't n it never will .. everyday wen i look at her n she like looks at me it makes me feel tt she's expecting something frm me which i don't know n will never get it done.. all this makes me feel disgusting ahh.. i dunno how to express la.. feel like changing school if not change class.. go to some place where no one noes me to start afresh.. a second chance .. all i want to do now is go into daddy's arms.. rest on him i wish i can juz hug him forever n never let go to be able to cry on his shoulders without anyone seeing or mocking me or expecting anything frm me .. his beloved gal...
loved by HIM Friday, February 17, 2006;
