Wednesday, May 17, 2006
got this from clara's blog..
There's nothing constant. There's nothing unchanging. There's nothing fulfilling. There's nothing that will keep on holding me. There's no one who will always be there for me.
Except for You Lord.
When the tears fell, You held me there.
When my heart broke, You simply loved me.
When no one cared, You said softly "I am here."
When I felt disillusioned with myself, You simply showed me Your fingerprints all over me.
When I'm out of control, You straightened me out.
If there's one thing I'm afraid of, it's not being in control of what I'm doing, it's change. Why? Because it's uncertain. And if there's one thing I'm sure I cannot control, it's the people around me. And yet, I see God slowly teaching me, that even if I cannot control my circumstances or the people around me, He is. And all I have to do is to control and protect my precious heart from worrying or being troubled. Rest sounds easy. But it's not an easy thing for me. I know that I'm an impatient person and sometimes all I want is to see results instantaneously. But I believe that slowly, Jesus changes me inside out, to teach me to be patient. To teach me to rest. And as I rest easy, I will learn to hope. I will learn what it means to be firmly rooted in the unshakable hope, in the unshakable peace of Jesus. The world's hope is a maybe. But my God's hope is a surety, a thing of certainty. Unmoving, rooted, sure.
Sometimes I pause and think, the faces that whiz pass me everyday, the friends who supposedly say that they'll be there for me when I need them (of course, there are one or two who keep it as much as they can), who would really be there when I just need someone to talk to? Sometimes, they're just too caught up in their own lives to listen and besides, they're not obliged to listen. And something hit me very hard. That no one out there lives for me.
man isn't she just great??she has so much wisdom beauty n everything.. honestly i do learn alot from her.. she never fails to tell me how much god loves me how much he cares for me.. although i'm not one of her great frens or noe her really well but she's a really great person!!!she kinda like ..... okay i say not say.. hahas.. in all she's really great the best!!!
loved by HIM Wednesday, May 17, 2006;
