Monday, June 12, 2006
if u see a crack on me .. tell me.. m gonna break.. well i noe it's not my probem.. but i think things just got worst.. i seriously dunno how to get these 3 good frens back again.. they were the best-est-est of buddies.. now.. everything's lyk.. eh.. seriously TELL ME WAD TO DO!! i bet cha if i ask them their gonna say.. who is she i dun noe her.. or i dunno.. or forget it or just something lyk tt.. if they tok bout each other they'll go lyk sumone or sumboday or dunno who... i mean.. lyk.. they're all my good frens.. n i really dun wish this to happen to them..i noe how it feels lyk not havin a bestie n all.. i even noe how it feels lyk not actually having a fren u can tell all things too.. m stuck in the middle being a freaking idiotic middle person.. arghs!!! i m tell ppl to look on the brighter side of things, wad m i doing? honestly i dun even noe how to do tt .. m trying.. ya noe.. even wen on the ooutside u seem lyk having the whole world as ur frens.. in ur heart is there actually someone there for u 24/7 ? who is ur best fren who isn't? u noe it.. sometimes u shud just learn to let go.. but i can't bare telling them this.. it's just not lyk me.. .. my best fren.. hahas.. no one can be my best fren.. only god jesus no one else! i learnt tt.. esp in phs.. esp in ohs.. haiz.. u noe.. i noe how wanton feels lyk.. it's lyk ur the freaking odd one out.. .. bad stuff we shall not say anymore.. anyways .. i m feelin great now hahahas!!! dun worry i'll try doing it.. hahas..
loved by HIM Monday, June 12, 2006;
