Thursday, November 30, 2006
somtimes some things just happen n it's not within ur control to stop it or wad.. no matter how u want it or not to happen just like a snap of ur fingers.. and tada it's in front of ur face n u there n then have to deal with it.. u feel lost u dun noe wad to do or u just can't do it.. tears stream sown ur face hopes shattered u think tt no one in this world ever cares wad u do or wad happens to u.. then u turn and ask God .. Lord why me? .. yes Lord y me?
the priamary sixers just got there results not too long ago.. for some hopes were dashed for others it was a beginning of a new adventure.. at this very time i remembered wad happened to me last yr i got my results.. to others it may have seemed tt i got fairly good marks but to me they were bad i was a couple of marks away from wad i had expected .. honestly i was dissapointed with myself.. i did cry.. but there someone gave me hope tt i may still get into tt school i wanted so much to go to.. but no.. wen i got back my posting results.. i din.. i cried again.. then i asked God why i din understand i asked u to let me go to tt school y din i get in? .. ah.. next on the day tt u were suppose to report to the school tt u were posted to .. again.. i went to tt school of my choice.. only to find out tt i missed the cut off point by 4 marks.. i was really very upset .. it was my dream school.. again i asked God y ..
Lord i trusted u .. yet u failed me.. was this really the case?
when u say u trust God wad do u really mean? din God say he'll never fail u no matter wad?
after a year of schooling in my current school i still was dissapointed i really din understand y .. til one day i read from my beloved fren Clara's blog..
"Trusting God doesn’t seem to be working...But when you say you place your trust and expectations in Christ, it simply means this...Even if things do not work out as you wanted it to be, do you trust God still, and believe that He loves you all the same?Can you move on from that failure and into the knowing that God still loves you?Because that’s simply what hope and trusting God is all about.Hope in Him does not disappoint simply because He loves you.And knowing that means that whenever you fail, or whenever He seems to have failed in answering your prayer, you still believe that He loves you.And because He loves you, you know that all things work out for good.That whatsoever you do will prosper.Do you dare believe in that unfailing, unchanging Love today?Because let me tell you, this Love will cause you to reign in life.It will cause you to always be above your circumstances.And it will cause you to become the person that Jesus always meant for you to be..." - Clara's blog.. sorry for taking it n thank u for typing this.. it really helped ... xD..
still til today i get "suan"-ed for not going there but so wad if i did.. it is really just a school.. n more.. Daddy won't just put u in a school for no reason right? .. some things are really just beyond ur control but trust in His unfailing unchanging love he'll cause u to soar like eagles over the storm.. :D
loved by HIM Thursday, November 30, 2006;
