Saturday, January 20, 2007
hey.. thru the week i realised one thing kept popping up in weird ways la.. God's undeserving favour and love for me.. i feel really undeserving la.. but He still gives me everything i need and even more i feel really loved la.. this week i've been really blessed la.. got a new phone for my late christams present dunno y my dad suddenly remembered.. then He bought something n won a creative zen v plus n he say he gimme so i got a new mp3.. then i forgot totally bout the edusave scholarship award n i got 500bucks today.. o i saw jer n eunice there (ccps ppl) hahas.. o then during service pastor dan went to planet shakers aus n brought back a couple of bags n a cd n he gave the cd to coach jason to give to someone my thoughts at tt time only jolyn new but i wasn't screaming for it n coach jason gave it to me n i was like huh? hahas.. blessed la.. God's favour .. seriously la.. i was quite stressed from everything in school church just helped me lighten up la.. really enjoy being there at DARE together with my frens zoefied one n the rest.. really like at home .. free to be in His presence.. of all the things i got i really din do anything to deserve them .. not only tt i feel undeserving for all of them but He qualifies me for every qualification there is.. honestly ever since i changed classes to 2 devotion.. my classmates study like it's very interesting everyday even val n yanting find studying interesting.. it has been never ending stress frens classmates trs homework projects work.. i mean seeing how hard they study just makes me wanna do even better la.. but the fact is everything the tr teaches doesn't get into my head .. i got sick can't concentrate my mind is like flying off tr tok too soft can't hear trying my freaking best to pay attention but the tr doesn't teach.. n loads of more crap.. either tt or i'm just not me.. it was really load after load on top of these weak shoulders of mine.. never realising tt it was Jesus who carried them for me.. in my mind all i was thinking bout was me having to carry tt burden but in actually fact He was the one carrying it.. for me.. i'm a child of God y do i have to be like everyone else? here's a simple reminder for all u ppl in this situation.. you are a child of God you don;t have to be like everyone else struggling their guts out to just be the best but Jesus has given you His best His perfect work wad more do u need ? .. couple ppl i wanna thank before i have to go..
JESUS
my beloved DAREgroup zoefied one
Coach Kev
Shamane
you dears in school (gals only hor)
my beloved from ccps
really thanks.. love ya all :D
loved by HIM Saturday, January 20, 2007;
