Monday, June 18, 2007
i'm officially 14 hahas.. din really look forward to this birthday.. never really did look forward to my birthday since tt year.. never liked family gatherings hahas.. i used to feel like yea.. i wasn;t really important.. n all.. my birthday falls near fathers' day so they celebrate it together.. most of my cousins are guys the females near really turned up if they did they're either way much older than me or younger.. there was once i invited 10 ppl n only 1 turned up.. others i just spent most of my time in my room.. or watching the guys play com.. this birthday i spent time with my family fetched my bro from the airport bought my own cake ate with my family, my aunt uncle n cousin n most importantly Jesus.. to me i think.. this really is my best birthday ever.. simple yet full of warmth..
on sat during DARE praise n worship.. i felt the peace i never had before.. i was kinda really depressed over the past few days.. no xin qing n Jesus just cleared it away just like tt.. during priase n worship i just couldn't stop crying tears kept flowing down.. i just felt so loved by my daddy.. Pastor Dan said something tt really touched my heart.. tt sense tt He'll always be there for me.. n the moutains that lie before me.. it'll crumble at my feet becos of him.. Pastor oso said something bout the ppl who r feeling depressed .. i felt as if Jesus was talking to me through him.. His presence was really so strong.. felt so loved..
loved by HIM Monday, June 18, 2007;
