Friday, October 26, 2007
things got kinda messy today if fact i got really messed up today..
take life as a journey
there may be uneven roads, bumpy roads, smooth roads
on each one of these roads you'll experience different things
sometimes wen you just cannot go on anymore
just stop and take a good look around you
take a deep breath
calm yourself down
feel that inner peace inside of you
His sweet presence..
Psalm 139:14
14I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made
i read my fren's blog n it settled the storm that was brewing in my heart after i read it i felt this sudden peace like everything stopped a sense of fullest
in this verse wonderfully means to set apart, separate
i'll just give a little summary
the whole post was about feeling insignificant, small out of place in every area of your life and asking yourself how you are special apart from the person beside you? i less of me does it really matter?
even thou
Romans 11:29 (New King James Version)
29 For the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable.
but doesn't everyone have it? (screw summarising)
God made one of you. ONE. Not two, not three. Even if you have a twin, there's still only ONE of you. True, you may seem largely infinitely insignificant in the entire universe, even in just a roomful of people who may seem better off than you, more gifted and sharpened, consecrated, holier than you.But what makes you special. Is that despite, and inspite of all your disqualifications, your missing the mark, God only made ONE of you. That one of you, He sets apart, He made you in reverance ("fearfully"), He seperates you from the rest. Yes, we may all be a child of God. We may all have the same promises.
but he only made ONE ME
Is there anyone else like me? No.
Someone who lives the same way as me? No.
Someone who have been through the same things as me? No.
There will always be only one of me.
Only I can impact others the way that is special about me.
Only I can impact those whom I am made to impact in the way that I can impact.
There's not going to be anyone else like me.
So what if others are seemingly better.
Doesn't make me any lesser.
Different people, they all have their own individual annointing, their own lives, their own testimonies.
Every leader is different.
I may feel comfortable with one, but that doesn't mean that I'll feel comfortable with another.
And yet that doesn't make the one that I feel uncomfortable with any lesser in his/her ministry.
We are all made to be set apart, seperate unto Him.
Our own lives, own ministries, own circle of influence.
Big or small, Tall or short... What does it matter.
Stop limiting yourself, and comparing yourself...
You may be insignificant to the world, or even to just a group of friends.
But to Him, trust me, you are
damn significant.
clara, thanks
loved by HIM Friday, October 26, 2007;
